do you?

Have you ever missed someone and felt terrible because you think that he/she doesn't miss you?

Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling.

You will be sitting around, wondering if you meant anything to him/her.
thinking if he/she ever cares about you.
rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him/her.
looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise you by appearing downstairs.
sitting infront of the television but thinking of him/her, missing the final episode of your favourite show.
laying on your bed thinking of the last time you were out together
thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again,
talking about everything-your dream,plans,future.
logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online..
when you realise that he/she is not online and did not return your page, you will start worrying if she/he is okay..

missing someone is a way of growing up I guess.
it exposes you to loneliness
it teaches you how to cope with being lonely and let you know there is actually a feeling known as emptiness..

sometimes it feels good to miss someone
you know that you really care and indulge in the feeling of loving and caring for him/her
but missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible
you feel as if you are left alone...